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2009-11-29T09:28:00.000-08:00

A DAY PAST SO FAST....

Today ,

Hello , guys it's has been a long time i had no update my blog le many thimgs had happen during day by day...everyday work than no time to update my blog le hahas...so tired have to earn $ 1st than at the back than relax hahas...

hope i have time to update my blog again kaes byebye guys....(:

Remarks: :)

2009-10-16T10:24:00.000-07:00

WHY EVERYDAY JUST PAST LIDAT....

Today ,

hello , guys i had been quite long did'nt update my blog le hope u all dunmind kaes cus i working everyday than when came bakk hm alrdy dunfeel like write blog le hope u ll can understand kaes hahas....

hais why can't i find ppl to replace my job i am reali very tired to stand at the same place everyday and doin the same things...i reali hated my life goin to be like this just hope that i can asap to find ppl to work for mies...hais...this few days always gt alot of problem so nw gt any problem i also dunwanna to care alrdy...i had enough of all this family problems le...even nw i get scolding by who i also just treated as i neber hear anything at all if i continue to listen their scolding 1day i will become mad...so nw better duncare abt all those scolding matters...i wanna a peaceful and slient life...hais...):

Remarks: wad i wish i hope the day will cum true....i had enough le...):

2009-09-24T10:04:00.000-07:00

HAIS...MY LIFE IS GETTING MORE DIFFCULT TO PAST.....):

Today ,

It's has been quite long i did'nt update my blog le...my blog almost getting rusty le...hahas
so i am here to update my blog for the past days...

i am getting tired of working so much alrdy from the last month i am always perserve to continue work...but i had alot of problems which my family members dunnoe...hais i work so much in the end i am the 1st person and the last person to get scolding....why lidat i reali dun understand my dad wanna wad from mies i done so much for him alrdy in the end i did'nt get
anything gd from him....)':

i had grow up alrdy i dunwish other ppl to treat mies as a 3 year kid...i wanna my freedom i dunwanna to feel like i lock in the bird cage....i reali dunwish to work alrdy i had enough of all those nosence alrdy...if 1 day my dad reali can't take it and ask for meeting at nite i will be the 1st person to surrender and say i had enough le...just hope wad i say will cum true...somemore i am goin to army soon alrdy so if i went army i will stop working alrdy...hais my life nw it's reali very diffcult to past...everyday work so much i alrdy very tired still cum and entertain all those stupid nosence from him....REALI DUNNOE WAD HE IS THINKING....HE ONLI CARES ABT HIMSELF BUT NORT OTHERS...HE IS SO SELFISH I HATE THIS TYPE OF PPL SOMEMORE HE STILL MY DAD MORE WORST...HAIS ): SPEECHLESS.......

Remarks: WHY I HAD A UNREASONABLE DAD... , I DUNWISH TO ENTERTAIN HIM GET LOSE FROM MY SIGHT...I HAD NO CHOICE TO DO THIS BUT HE DESERVE IT DE....

2009-08-28T09:48:00.000-07:00

Tired...

Today ,

It's has been quite long days i neber update my blog le almost goin to 2weeks le my last update is 10august....hahas so long days i did'nt update le hahas busying working and finding workers so sian today mood quite nort gd always give mine that stupid worker make until i get very fuck up by him....tell him postive things he go and think negative things done for him so much things in the end lidat...aiya i dunwana to care so much le wad he wanna to do let him do ba i had enough of his nosence le....

tired almost everyday chiong working cus goin to nort enough money le than still nort enough worker to work than no choice lor have to replace lor.... so bored teacher day goin to reach le i am goin bakk to my secondary school to celebrate with my teachers hahas....HAPPY TEACHERS DAYS...(:

Remarks : hope wad i wanna i can get it....

2009-08-10T10:53:00.000-07:00

IT'S A ANOTHER DAY AGAIN...(:

Today ,

Wake up at 10am+ prepare goin to work le damn lazy to wake up cus sunday alrdy chiong work for so long period le than monday nort much energy to chiong le...hahas today also nth to do...ltr awhile jiu free than ltr awhile jiu busy past my days so bored...lucky still gt order to do so nort that boring...hahas quite tired also..): , hope i can find ppl who nidd jobs...to replace mies i reali can't take it anymore le goin to die soon le...

just nw when dinner time i was eating than suddenly saw two person so familar...than realise that is jolene and shelia they cum to bugis to shop around...treat them drinks after that they went off to find their frens le...(: , abt 7pm+ i started to wash up and prepare to close shop alrdy...reali damn tired for washing all those things...hope i find ppl to replace mies....it's had been 5days i did'nt update my blog again....no time to update my blog after i came bakk hm alrdy cus reali very tired...nw it's time for mies to get a gd rest le tmr have to wake up at 8am...gdnite...(:

2009-08-05T10:26:00.000-07:00

FINALLY I DID IT...(:

Today ,

I wake up at 9.30am prepare to go BBDC for BTT test today very lazy wake up from my bed....
done preparing to go out , while waiting for my big sis to be ready to go out i pray at my hs de god and say "i goin to go for my driving test today hope i can pass my test today and neber forget everything that i have learn...."

when dwn sit cab to BBDC in the cab i had a feeling that i can't make it today alrdy , 'I told myself if i this time FAILED i will perserve to retest again and again until i PASSED". Reach BBDC centre when up to the rm outside to wait for the rm to open i alrdy have a feeling say i can't make it le.......how by noe when i do the test i find it the question quite easy , but just dunnoe i can passed this test anot...after done my question i still spend my time to check my ans then i have selected...than my feeling towards myself is can't make it alrdy confirm failed de...than i click end test than i turn my head to the right..."Suddenly i turn bakk i see th screen write "PASSED" i was like....damn happy and walk out from the rm hahas....my hard work i did it's worth it for mies...hahas yeah i goin to take my lisence very soon le....

It has been 5 days i did'nt update my blog le cus busy working than after working alrdy very tired. Came bakk hm alrdy goin to dead le still perserve to on my laptop to surf net awhile lazy update my blog to type everything le...so i did'nt update my blog...(I AM FINDING PPL WHO WANTS TO HAVE JOB...I WANNA TO HIRED PPL TO WORK......WHR CAN I FIND THOSE PPL ):

Remarks :A failure always have a way to success....(:

2009-08-01T11:01:00.000-07:00

A ANOTHER DAY HAS GONE...

Today ,

It's has been quite long days i neber update my blog le since 24july is my last update le..nw it's a new month again so fast....tired....everyday working nw i nidd to find people to work whr can i find people to work for mies.....): , hope i faster gt worker to work for mies i am so tired nidd to look after a new shop and it's open 24hrs everyday it is reali so tough...maybe weekdays goin to overnite at the shop to replace the worker there le...): cus they alrdy overnite for almost 3days le than morning they still continue working till the nxt day , hope i can find people who wants to work....):

this few days dunhave time to update my blog cus work until to totally no energy to walk also so did'nt update my blog for quite long days cum bakk hm jiu half past dead person le , no energy to update my blog....): this few days wuite alot of things happen in working place..... And nw it's time for mies to rest again le tired.....yawn...gdnite

Remarks: it's another new days....

2009-07-24T10:09:00.000-07:00

IT PAST DAYS BY DAYS....

Today ,

It has been 6 day i did'nt updat my blog le the last update was on 19 july that's when
i am starting getting sick i have been nort eating all those oily food for almost 1 week le...getting thin bakk again i dunwanna to get fat anymore le hahas nw my sickness still nort yet totally recover still cough , coughing all the times...it's painful hope my sickness asap recover i had been 1 week eating medicine without food , nort appetite , weak and staying at hm...i dunwanna this sickness to cum bakk again....

last few days just when out from hs onli feel so happy that i can get out from hs alrdy or else i am goin to become dead at hm even hs dwnstair also can't go so boring...hahas nw i am relase alrdy so happy to smell the fresh air outside more that staying at hm...haas (: and nw it's time for mies to get rest le tired from work le gdnite.....(:

2009-07-19T06:32:00.000-07:00

FINALLY I HAD RECOVER...(:

Today ,

It has been 4days i did'nt update my blog again le...cus last 3days i am nort feeling well cus sick than having high fever go see doctor say if they call mies mean i have H1N1 than if neber call mies means it's a negavtie result....hope i did nort get it...i had been suffering for 3days 2 nite for my fever alrdy i almost can't take it anymore it's is reali very pain. i dunwanna this sickness to get bakk anymore le....haas

i have slp more than 18hrs for 3days alrdy it's reali can't imagie that i can slp so long i also lost my appetite and did nort eat well for my 3meals..haas nw i have recover i thinking of eating all those things i wanna to eat , but i nw can't eat all those oily things 1st must wait till 2 to 3 days than can eat....): hope i faster recover....

2009-07-15T09:22:00.000-07:00

TIRED....

Today ,

It had been 5 days i did'nt update my blog le , so much things happen in 5 days le haas so tired almost everyday i goin for my test early in the morning jiu wake up and go for my driving test alrdy even i have fail so many time but i still perserved to go for retest again , cus i believe i can do it. failure always have a way to sucess de it's onli must take time to learn your mistake that u have done...and nw i finally pass my evaluation test nw wait for nxt test date than i can prepare to drive cars alrdy haas yeah.....my dream cum true le....(:

damn super duper tired everyday goin for my driving lisence things than after that straight away to go work alrdy than must wait until nite than can go hm have a gd rest that's why i this few days did'nt update my blog cus after work alrdy dame tired than lazy to on my com to update my blog le than today than one shot post abt last 5days de things haas....damn tired nw goin to have a gd rest again le......GDNITE....(:

2009-07-10T10:07:00.000-07:00

STRESS....

Today ,

It had been 4days i did'nt update my blog le haas...this few days came bakk from work quite lazy to update my blog le so did'nt update than past days by days lidat...nw then update my blog even i am tired i still have to perserve to update my blog before i go to my dreamland...(:

wake up at 9am+ today prepare to go for jogging at cck gym centre with my sis bf and his cousin haas...long time neber go jogging le , today i jog for 4 lap this is my 1st time i can jog for so long haas last time nort even 1lap jiu can't take it le cus gt gastic pain but nw won't leh so weird haas....shock that i can jog for so long , after jogging i sweat alot than i go test other equipment at the gym , after awhile than we went hm to bath then i went to work alrdy...it's was a fun day at gym today(:

Words From My Hearts:Life past days by days lidat....

2009-07-05T09:06:00.000-07:00

TIRED.....

Today,

Wake up @ 10am waiting for kelvin call cus he wanna to cum my hs to take things , than i call him and ask him whr is he than he ask mies to wake up and get prepare and wait for him to cum my hs to take the things , he drove mies to his hs to unload the things than he drove mies yew tee there for awhile than after that he drop mies at ten mile junction than i ahead to bugis for work alrdy , so bored work for the whole entire day almost dying le....haas work till 3pm+ suddenly the sky getting black alrdy than slowly slowly rain till 10pm so cold dunnoe tmr still will be lidat anot just hope so lor haas....cus it had been nort raining for almost a month le...(:

this whole month will be very less updating my blog cus i goin to learn my driving lisence , when came bakk from work alrdy , very tired nort much energy to update my blog le , think will be updating my blog for 2 days de ba haas... and nw it's my time for mies to have a gd rest alrdy haas gdnite everyone.....(:

2009-07-03T09:37:00.000-07:00

MOODLESS.....

Today ,

Wake up 10am+ prepare to go work cus ytd did'nt go work so early than today must go work early damn boring....everyday go work i also sian reach there nth to do jio kelvin to have lunch together at mac , after eating mac we go bugis junction to play arcade for awhile than came bakk my shop to help to cut ftuits after that also nth to do than we go walk walk awhile than after that kelvin when hm alrdy...damn moodless for the whole entire day cus of SOMEBODY IN MY HS THAT'S MY THAT IDIOTIC BASTARD DAD WHO IS SO UNREASONABLE.....I HATE HIM.....IDIOT BASTARD GO AND DIE LAR....

Last two days go bugis to pierce my ear for fun quite long jiu think of piercing my ear but dunnoe when than can go pierce cus always work than forgot abt everything ltr le haas...3 days neber eat seafood le nxt week jiu can change my ear stud le haas yeah....waiting for the day to cum true haas....(:

I REALI HATE U WHEN U R ATTIUDE JUST HOPE THAT U CAN CHANGE YOURSELF I DUNWISH TO SAY ANYMORE LE....SPEECHLESS EVEN U R MY DAD U CAN'T BE LIDAT TO MIES CUS I HAD ALRDY GROW UP NO MORE 3 YEARS OLD KID IT'S TIME TO LET MIES GO....

2009-06-29T09:53:00.000-07:00

TIRED....

Today ,

Wake up at 10am+ actually wanna to go BBDC with my 2nd sis de but then she slp
overtime le than we change it to tmr than we go BBDC to enrol her driving lisence , mies and my sis wanna to take our lisence at the same time so we two goin to go BBDC for quite alot of days haas..i wanna faster get my lisence than i can do wad i wanna alrdy i dunnidd to stress abt this things anymore le...(:

today quite boring nth better to do early in the morning the weather hot until like hell , abt afternoon time the weather turns to black coulds than slowly slowly getting more and more black but it's does'nt rain , onil it's rains around 6pm after than nite also did rain for awhile , after that no more rain alrdy by the time the rain stop it's alrdy goin hm time...haas hope tmr rain again today dun seem like raining....haas (:

when to find kelvin when i reach bugis , quite long days neber saw him le dunnoe he went whr also contact him neber pick up , sms him neber reply thinking of wad is he doin no wonder he is unwell on that day , hear from his dad that doctor say he is very sensitive with too strong medicine that's why he will end up swollen eyes after he see doctor from the clinic , his dad that day bring him to hospital to have a check up see whether the doctor can help him for his eyes anot...luckly that doctor did save him...haas (:

Words From My Hearts : it's past days by days lidat....

2009-06-27T11:07:00.000-07:00

WEAK...):

Today ,

Wake up at 10am lazy to get up from bed buts still have to go cus this week is the last week of holiday le somemore left 2 more days to reopen sch le , after this week confirm will be nort that busy le it's onli busy at weekends ba haas yeah finally can take a brk le....(:

today since the day i wake up i keep on sneezing all the way , till nite wahliao damn xinku and pain , somemore today early in the morning raining for awhile onli than after that sun came out again , sneezing make my whole body weak today whole afternoon keep sneezing for every 5mins...reali can't take it work till abt 8pm+ stop working for awhile than contiune work again after i taken my brk...keep sneezing like gt swine flu lidat almost dying le....haas

ytd take half day to go watch Transformer Revenge Of The Fallen with my bros haas long time neber meet up le , that movie damn nice lor...i like it haas reali thks my bros for arranging all this for mies thks bros haas hope to see u guys again kaes keep contact....(: , after movie ahead to bbp find winnie than we walk to senja grand to slack at the void deck together for awhile before goin hm haas...reali have to thks my bro for everything haas guy hope to meet up soon kaes....(:

Words From My Hearts : wad i have say from the past it's reali cum true...

2009-06-24T09:40:00.000-07:00

Finally it's rain

Today ,

Wake up at 11am prepare to go work again this month goin to end le , yeah...can take my pay again le no $ to spend le haas can't spend too much $ cus have to save some $ for my driving lisence things , after i taken my driving lisence it's time for mies to save $ for my own car le haas.....my dream goin to cum true alrdy haas when i taken my driving lisence goin to go out with some frenx and enjoy with them , bring them go around the world...(:

today reach bugis alrdy did'nt reali work at bugis today , help out my dad to deliever fruits haas very fun today become his driver haas...after deliever fruits when to bread factory to take bread tah ahead bakk to bugis to unload the bread , after that my dad when for his meeting than i alone drive bakk to panjang to deliever fruits again...after done deliever fruits when hm to get rest awhile wait for my dad to call than leave hs to go bugis...that's the end of my day haas
and nw it's time for mies to slp alrdy gdnite....(:

2009-06-22T09:26:00.000-07:00

TIRED

Today ,

Wake up from bed at 8am+ get prepare to go out , drive my dad van ahead to BBDC to learn my driving lesson , haas go there alone reali damn boring nth better to do reach there abt 09.15am than i ask that counter wad time is session 2 lesson start " she told mies 09.50" i was like WTH i cum so early...nvm i sit there abt 20mins than pass past to 09.40am than i when up to 2nd level than can't find it....than today did'nt go for the lesson has think nxt few days than go for the lesson again ba today i am nort yet prepare to go also cus ytd very late than slp haas no enough jin shen for the whole entire day.....):

came bakk from bbdc very tired very lazy lie dwn for awhile than preapre to go work again but i still have to go work cus this is the last week of holiday alrdy , will be quite busy after this week will be quite free alrdy haas....and that time is for mies to relax alrdy haas....reach bugis alrdy call kelvin cum and help mies do something for mies , after that he came to my shop and help out at my stall haas....today kelvin leg pain again hope he faster recover with his sickness it's reali very pain i can feel it....hope my bro asap recover....): it had been 2days i neber update my blog le this few days will be quite less updating my blog cus alrdy very tired when came bakk hm.....

Word From My Hearts: let's the past fade away , future still ahead i dunnidd someone to worry of mies i can own up myself...

2009-06-18T10:46:00.000-07:00

TIRED....

Today ,

Wake up at 9am prepare to go BBDC to top-up my card cus i maybe this few days
goin for driving lesson alrdy i dunwanna to drag anymore le...once i take my driving lisence
i am goin to own a car for myself , than i can go anywhr i like alrdy and nort nidd to headache of transport from a place to another place...haas

it had been 2 days i did'nt update my blog alrdy cus this few days quite tired...early in the morning when to work than wait till nite than came bakk hm , use up my energy for the whole entire day came bakk hm reali dunhave much energy to update my blog alrdy , it's also quite boring in this two days nth better to do always slack around , day by day went so fast tmr it's a new day again it's like u slp awhile onli than wake up for work ltr awhile more become nite , ltr knock off alrdy u r goin bakk to slp again haas... TIME REALI PASS VERY FAST ONLI WHEN U R NORT IN A RUSH , WHEN U R NERVOUS ABT SOMETHING LTR TIME REALI PASS DAMN SLOW.....haas

ytd after i done everything i sit cab alone aheading to woodland industries park to find kelvin they all cus gt training for lion dance ppl i when there to see and learn something new , it was quite fun with them together they r reali very friendly , like to be with them together , so boring tmr it's a new day again this few days always very lazy go work cus i dunhave enough time to rest wanna to get some rest at hm even i slp for 8hrs i still nort enough i go to work place i keep on yawning all the way than started to find a place to slp alrdy , i am lacking of slping think 1 day i must try 12hrs of slping alrdy it's reali damn tired...(: and nw i goin to have a gd rest it's time for mies to have a gd slp.....gdnite(:

Words From My Hearts: i still feel so weird to be alone ,
it's like a world become so slient and leftout , i have no other choiice but just have to pass my days alone...the past it's always the most hurting part...):

2009-06-15T09:57:00.000-07:00

MOODY...

Today ,

Wake up as usual 10am+ , get up from bed prepare to go work again damn lazy
when dwn with my sis bf car he ytd just came bakk from ns for his re-service haas
, today weather sot sot de ltr half way rain than another half way did'nt rain , dunnoe wad the hell weather is doin hope tmr reali rain again cus today also nort counted as raining lor haas....
reach bugis alrdy straight away go find kelvin cus wanted to ask him wanna to go visit that guy who fell dwn from the roof top anot but he haben done doin his job yet so did'nt visit that guy...see when kelvin free than we two go visit him...hope he asap recover cus falling dwn from roof top it's a serious matter it may cus death... hear from his supervisior say that he nw dun recognise who is that person who visit him , it's very serious alrdy hope he asap recover everything....

Words From My Hearts: i dunhave other ways but wad i have nw i just have to take it
cus i dunhave other choiice but onli this....

2009-06-14T10:21:00.000-07:00

MOODLESS.....

Today ,

Wake up as usual 11am prepare to go work again hate weekends cus
will be very tired after working than do wad things also very lazy even walking also haas
so tired finally this week alrdy past le i no nidd to suffer so much for working , alrdy haas it's time for mies to slack....(:

so boring today whole day working neber even sit dwn for awhile to have time for mies to rest , onli when brk time than gt time to get rest awhile than get bakk to work again....): so tired today kelvin also did'nt cum to work so dunhave frenx cum fid mies chat chat also quite boring for the whole entire day....): nw very tired dunhave much things to post nw it's time for mies to get rest alrdy...

Word From My Hearts : it's reali nort mies i did'nt write anything at all
just reali hope u can understand mies cus i am nort that kind of person.....):

2009-06-13T11:14:00.000-07:00

TIRED DAY...):

Today ,

Wake up at 11am when to work with my sis again today finally the weather like goin to rain lidat
damn happy lor , finally it rain alrdy i can't take it the hot weather le it's reali very suck lor hate to see the hot sun haas.....

today in the afternoon i save a guy cus he fell dwn from the roof top and he landed at a metal board which is putting at the roof top luckly he did'nt landed to the ground cus if he landed to the ground i think he have no life to survive alrdy , when he fell dwn he was alrdy very blur and dunnoe wad he is doin alrdy than mies and kelvin bring him to the nearest hospital to see whether he is alrite anot cus qutie serious matter so we faster bring him to the nearest hospital at bugis in case ltr he faint than will be a very diffcult ways to save him alrdy...hope that guy asap recover i am goin to visit him nxt monday with kelvin...(:

Word From My Hearts : reali dunnoe wad to do but just do wad i can do hais...speechless)':

2009-06-12T10:24:00.000-07:00

BORNING.....

Today ,

Wake up at 10am+ lazy to wake up again damn tired...faster this week end
cus i very tired wanna to get a gd rest haas...get up from bed when to bath get prepare to go out for work , whole body damn weak nort much energy to move also haas somemore the weather like hell lidat damn hot....reach bugis go find kelvin at his workplace there chit chat with him for awhile than came bakk to my shop started to get work alrdy...today weather damn hot.....): i wanna rain

so bored....abt 6pm+ kelvin cum and find mies cus he wanna to help mies to fix my mum car de light than i help out with him we did everything but just can't find the hole to connect to the car interior than we have no choiice to just put it lidat 1st , abt 8pm+ kelvin with his gf when bak khm 1st than i started to work alrdy help to wash everything and prepare to go hm , wait till see when we do it again..but reali nidd to thks kelvin to help mies fix the light reali have to thks him alot he reali help mies to alot of things for mies thks so much kelvin haas......

Word From My Hearts : moodless and speechless

2009-06-11T10:03:00.000-07:00

TIRED.....

Today ,

Wake up @ 9am+ prepare to go cus today quite early cus i nidd to go
my dad frenx de hs do prayer things...meet my bro eric than we two
sit bus ahead to bugis to find my bro kelvin haas....when mies and eric
at bus that one gt one auntie aboard the bus at BPP than her spect drop she shout very loud " UNCLE AH MY SPECT DROP LEH" than , she ask the uncle can drop her dwn anot than uncle duncare just keep on driving haas....on the way that time that stupid idiot auntie at bus talk on the phone damn loud leh , wah liao i almost feel like take my slipper go and shut at her stupid mouth...wad a bad luck day to see this type of auntie in the bus...wah liao dunnoe how to respect others de irritating.....argh......

ytd did'nt write my blog cus abit tired after came bakk hm bath than use com awhile than when to my dreamland around 2am+ haas cus i noe the nxt day i nidd to early wake up so i go and have a gd rest 1st or else the nxt day i very lazy wake up de haas....today also quite fun cus kelvin drove us to telok blangah to help my dad frenx do prayer things , after doin the prayer thing kelvin drove us bakk to bugis again , than we have lunch together before i start working haas , today i also dun feel like working then always try to slack around haas today that stupid weather reali very hell can burn a person to death lor damn hot , hope it's rain tmr...haas

Words From My Hearts : it's seem to like nth change at all and it's also seem like dun even care wad's goin on?? and i am the person who always think abt this stuff...)': i will try my best to cheer myself up.....

2009-06-09T09:39:00.000-07:00

TIRED AND LAZY

Today ,

Wake up at 11am prepare to go work suddenly whole body very weak
dun feel like goin to work but then i can't dun go cus i alrdy nort enough
workers for this week le then i have to go and replace them , hais....
today whole day also very boring and tired....lazy ):

reach there did'nt expect kelvin was there to help out at my stalls haas today the
whole entire day he was helping out at my still till 6pm+ than he went off reali have
to thks alot to him for helping out my stall today haas..thks alot kelvin(:

abt 6pm+ i also when off from bugis then ahead to ps to cut my hair and dye my hair haas
this few days weather very hot cannot take it go and have my hair cut better , came bakk to bugis abt 8pm+ after cutting my hair and dye my hair when bakk to shop started to work alrdy did'nt rest cus it's alrdy time to work than dunwish to drag too long to do everything done...the more fast u do the more time u can rest....came bakk hm abt 10pm+ eat , bath do my things then started to write blog le , nw it's time to slp le...haas time pass so fast haas...

Words From My Hearts: the best and most beautiful things in the
world cannot be seen , nor touched..... but r felt in the heart.

2009-06-08T10:09:00.000-07:00

BORNING DAY.....

Today ,

Suddenly wake up at 9am+ dunnoe why so early wake up also than slack
at my bed awhile than when to take a bath prepare to go work cus this week nort enough
worker than nidd to go dwn early , but i confirm can't take it de today i wake up early in the morning than nxt two days , i wake up very late de then lazy to go work on the morning le
i can't take it for 1 week i onli can take it onli for a few days onli...haas

sit cab dwn to bugis with my sis today , reach there damn hot cus today weather reali hot until
like hell lidat cannot even rain for awhile...started to work when i reach there cus reali less of workers than no choiice i have to work le...started to get hungry around 2pm tell my dad to go buy food for mies to eat...after eating slack for awhile than half way working half way slacking...haas so bored nth better to do de....boring):

abt 5pm+ guiyong and jolene came to bugis to find mies and kelvin than we ahead to bugis de sunshine plaza to buy car accessory , guiyong wanna to help mies fix the light then ask mies nidd to buy the switch 1st before fixing the light...after buying we ahead bakk to bugis...guiyong go buy things after that he when off alrdy...cus today gt training for dragon , i actually wanna to go for today training de but then i nort enough workers can't go....): thks to guiyong , jolene and kelvin haas....

abt 7pm onwards i started to help to do things and get prepare to pack stock at 8pm+ help to pack stock do everything done still must help to wash up cus nort enough worker to wash up then i have to help to wash everything and keep everything...then when bakk hm alrdy....so boring nort enough workers hope my worker faster cum bakk than i can go for dragon training alrdy....haas

Words From My Hearts: i think it's reali goin to be lidat it's seem to nth change at all
but wad i can do i alrdy do.....dun blame mies wad am i doin nw cus i waited for quite long le but seem like no changes or anything i also no choiice le.....):

2009-06-07T10:01:00.000-07:00

ANOTHER TIRED DAY......

Today ,

Wake up at 10am+ prepare to go work again today it's weekend
confirm very shag after working de , i hate it haas but no choiice
i still have to go work...): when work with my mum and my sis
today sit my mum car go together haas..sit mum car better can
relax myself , sit cab can't relax myself cus cab is a public transport
so must sit propely haas....

today when to M1 to sign up my contact than i can take a new handphone again
haas i bought a touchscreen phone haas , finally i wanna to bought the phone alrdy
cum true le i waited for so long le haas...waited for the queue for damn long lor haas
but nvm for mies to wait at least i gt the phone i wanna le..haas

after signing up my phone when to bread factory to take bread then drove bakk to bugis to start working le , started to work le chiong all the way till nite neber stop leh damn shag and tired lor , hope tmr will be nort that alot of ppl cus nw holiday dunnoe when will have ppl when will nort have that much of ppl de...today finally rain le i waited for the weather to rain for very long le haas...hope to rain agin cus this few days the weather reali like hell cannot make it...can burn a RAW CHICKEN become a COOKED CHICKEN...haas today reali very tired.....):

Word From My Hearts : wad i wish for reali hope god can give mies
just reali dunwish to be lidat everyone was asking mies to cheer up...
i smile......to them and told them " okaes i will de" but in my heart it's diffcult....
wad did i do wrong things reail dun understand.....)':

2009-06-06T10:02:00.000-07:00

A TIRED AND SHAG DAY.......

Today ,

Wake up at 11am prepare to go work actually thinking of
can i dun wake up so early but today is weekend so must go work ,
when work with my sis at cab i alrdy very tired and shag le see today
weather also very sian damn hot lor cannot take it le everyday always lidat...hais

reach bugis buy my own food than suddenly kelvin call mies to go find him at coffee shop than i walk there to find him , chit chat with him and his father than after awhile when bakk to shop to work , suddenly my dad say wanna to go bread factory than i when there with him...today i am the driver again haas...after bread factory we ahead to zion rd to eat 1st than drove bakk to bugis haas....

today the whole day always sneeze at my shop dunnoe why lidat think goin to get
sick le ba early in the morning sore thoat pain afternoon always sneeze at nite nose bleed...dunnoe wad happen to mies haas sick also gd lar , i can take a gd rest i alrdy less of resting le...haas i also longtime neber sick le if wanna sick confirm all the sickness will cum together de...nw so xinku....):

abt 7pm it's was my brk time when to eat for my dinner than start work again help to cut fruits and pack stocks after done everything slack at ther wait for parents to be done than when to eat supper again than cum bakk to home sweet home again....tmr it's a another day....):

Words From My Hearts: Everyone was asking why lidat?
"i told them i dunnoe i also wish to noe wad goin on...?"
it's like no hope at all le...do i have any choiice? i dunhave any choiice
i also can't do anything to get wad i wanna...i onli can do wad i can do....): it's reali hurting)':

2009-06-05T10:49:00.000-07:00

A LONELY DAY.....

Today ,

Wake up at 11am prepare to go to work so boring again
actually of thinking dunwanna to go to work so early but
i alrdy wake up and prepare to go work le , no choiice than
cab dwn to bugis wit my 2nd sis..reach there i am the 1st person
who always nag abt the weather...today reali damn hot i can't take it
go and take some cold water to spary at the floor...haas

when to bread factory with my sis bf to take some bread
and delivery some fruits to chinatown
haas....today the whole day , i am driving...after sending fruits drive
bakk to bugis alrdy...started to help mine workers do things than after
awhile i sit dwn and slack again haas...so boring thought , kelvin gt cum
work but in the end he neber cum cus he haben recover yet...
hope kelvin can recover asap...today whole day also nobody cum find mies chat or anythiing damn borning...):

abt 7pm brk time eat my dinner then after eating help mine workers cut fruits and pack stocks prepare everything for the nxt day...i dunlike weekends cus the nxt days u will be very tired and shag...time passes very fast than nw it's time to slp again ltr after awhile wake up again go bakk to the place whr i always go.....hais...sian):

Words From My Hearts: Everyone was asking mies whr is my gf? " i told them she studying" why i wanna tell them lidat cus i dunwanna ppl look dwn on mies i reali did'nt take relationship as a kidding matter , wad i can do for u i alrdy do...wad i can't do i won't do it...who wanna to be lidat i also dunwanna this things to happen...who wanna to see mies unhappy? (Nobody) i also dunwanna myself to unhappy.....do i have any choiice? i dunhave wad can i do>> nth at all just to pass my days alone....it's is reali hurting to let everything lidat.....)':

2009-06-04T09:47:00.000-07:00

A DAY WHERE NOBODY CARES MIES.....

Today ,

Wake up at 11am lazy to get up from bed again dunnoe
dunnoe why become so tired , when to bath prepare to go out for work
lazy , borning and sleepy reach bugis also nth better to do sit there do nth slack almost
for the whole entire day...borning time reali turns very slow when u r borning....
thought today kelvin today gt cum work at least gt him to chat with mies but then his father
told mies he leg pain dunnoe he alrite anot? abt 7pm+ when to bugis junction play arcade with my sec sch frenx...after playing when bakk to shop eat my dinner started to get work le help to cut fruits and check stocks...done everything waiting for my parents to be ready to go hm....(:

Words From My Hearts: it had been almost goin to 2weeks alrdy
nth seem to be change? i have no other choiice but just lidat....):

2009-06-03T10:33:00.000-07:00

SLEEPY DAY.....

Today ,

Wake up at 11am+ again can't get myself up from bed
just reali dunnoe why so tired onli wanna to slp but dunwanna anything...
when to work with my big sis go to bank deposit $ than ahead to bugis...damn
tired , walk also nidd to use alot of energy to walk. reach bugis alrdy nth better to do
stand there like blur king lidat after awhile when to outside to buy my own food
also dunhave much appetite to eat half onli then the rest throw away , sian again nth
better to do sit there slack for the whole entire day kelvin came my shop chit chat than abt 5pm+ he went hm alrdy than i started to get more and more borning nobody chat with mies...): abt 6pm+ eugenie came than we walk to sim lim to see the laptop she wanna she decide le but nw onli the most headache is the software she wanna nidd her do her last decide than we go install see she wanna to install the orginal software or the fake software...came bakk shop around 7pm eat my things slack slack again abt 8pm than started to work....damn borning......):

Words From My Heart: I hope we still can be frenx rather than nth
i dunask for much just that i dunwanna us to be lidat...i dunlike it
that time i was prepare to say "hello" to her thought she will walk towards
my side but then she walk away le...nvm just reali hope we can br frenx...(:

2009-06-02T09:59:00.000-07:00

NORMAL DAYS....

Today ,

Actually wake up at 10am+ de than suddenly can't pull myself
up to bed than slp till 11am+ , by the time i wake up everyone when
to work alrdy...when i wake up i told myself die liao late for work le
asap rush dwn to bugis to work le , but i still tired feel like sleeping
i still perserve to go work...work till abt 7pm+ kelvin cum fetch mies
with bike and his frenx along than it was quite fun to ride bike but i just dun reali like it cus riding bike may cus accident in anytime when we ahead to kelvin hs the expressway was damn jam but we riding bike just ride , it's was damn dangerous we at the expressway squezze , we almost caught accident there haas , we ahead to kelvin hs cus he wanna
to take a bath 1st than we ahead to for lion dance training. Reach there they alrdy starting to train alrdy than my leg was pain so did'nt train but just see them how they practice it...haas after awhile we ahead to eating at cck there but i did'nt eat cus dun feel like eating le..than after everything i jiu came bakk hm le...so tired and boring day i had but it was fun with lion dance ppl together haas....

Words From My Heart: Am i goin to be like this all the way?
i so bu si guan to be lidat...but i have no other choiice wad can i do
i had to just pass my days lidat , nobody can help mies......):

2009-06-01T10:50:00.000-07:00

BORNING DAY....):

Today ,

Wake up @ 11pm+ when to the place whr i go again so borning
today whether also like shit damn bloody hot can't take it anymore
always hope will rain but in the end also neber rain at all...waiting for kelvin for lunch
till 2pm+ than he came my shop to find mies , we went to coffee shop to have lunch together
he was damn hungry he eat alot i eat nort that much but he eat more than mies still ask mies
wanna somemore anot? " i told him i cannot alrdy my oil tank alrdy full le" than he continue eating...than we when to iluma to enjoy air-con awhile than walk bakk to bugis go to my shop slack slack...abt 5pm+ kelvin went hm alrdy i also started to get sleeply le but no choiice can't slp on the spot wait till abt 7pm i reali can't take it went to slp for 1hrs+ wake up abt 8pm+ my that stupid worker drag mies to go take things..than i blur blur walk go there with him..this few days always lazy to work alrdy getting more and more slacking le..when hm early today @ around 9pm+ send worker hm than went to temple pray after that bakk to home sweet home....so tired....):

Word From My Heart: today saw her @ bugis but dunnoe did she saw mies anot
i was preparing to say hello to her alrdy but dunnoe will she reply mies bakk anot
i have no other choiice nw at least be frenx i also will happy. hope she reali dun hate mies anymore at least we still can be frenx rather nth.....:)

2009-05-31T10:04:00.000-07:00

A MOODY DAY....

Today ,

Wake up from bed @ 11am+ lazy to go work actually dun feel like
goin to work de think of sunday can't dunwork...wake up from bed go
bath still so sleepy and tired , nort much energy to walk also when dwn to bugis
see that stupid whether i also sian liao damn hot lor...wah liao idiot whether today
bugis quite packed dunnoe why so many ppl leh...my mind keep thinking of alot of things again...
abt 6pm+ kelvin came dwn to bugis...cus we had invite him to our nite dinner for my dad de b'day than he join us along to celebrate my dad b'day with us than when to lavender there to eat and celebrate together...times pass so fast tmr it's a another new day again......): today dunnoe wad to write my mind is blank...cus i am still thinking of alot of things wish nobodys knows....):

Word From My Heart: i'm nort supposed to love you ,
i'm nort supposed to care abt u ,
i'm nort supposed to live for my life , wishing u were there ,
i'm nort supposed to wonder where were u or wad r u doin
i'm sorry...i can't help myself cus i'm love with u.......
i am the person who everyday wish his dreams will cum true...but just dunnoe will she anot??)':

2009-05-30T10:45:00.000-07:00

TIRED DAY ):

Today ,

Wake up around 10am+ actually did'nt intend to wake up so early de
but then i had no choiice than when dwn to work with my mum and my sis
sit at my mum car relaxing.....reaching le lazy to get dwn from my mum car
lazy to move around nort much energy to walk also....this few days always did'nt get to slp
well also just dunnoe why lidat...my mind keep on thinking of her but dunnoe did she anot?
hais.....): , i hate sat cus nidd to help to alot or things than the whether also damn hot until like hell can't take it le abt 7pm sudddenly raining wah.....gd at least nort that hot le , than i went to my another shop to take things than suddenly there was a GLASS from the top drop dwn...than everyone was shock how cum the glass will drop....? than came by a guy was touching his head i ask him izit that glass hit until u than he dunwanna ans mies....nvm than i looked at his head see whether gt blood anot luckly did'nt bleed than my dad send him to SGH to see the doctor see whether gt any serious injuries anot....that guy damn drama lor did'nt reali hit his head...he can at the act like the glass reali gt head his head....onli noe how to act see le also du lan wah liao....waste time on him.....

Word From My Heart:everyday and nite i always wish wad i wanna
to get can cum true....until nw i still waiting for the day to cum true....
just reali hope my dreams will cum true.....):

2009-05-30T10:31:00.000-07:00

BORING DAY....

Yesterday ,

Wake up at 10am+ when to work again
so boring than sit there almost falling a slp le
actually decide to slp for awhile de than the wheather too hot
can't get to slp haas....this few days the wheather like shit damn idiot
hot until i goin to be like ROASTED alrdy , everyday i wake up i always
pray today will rain and the whether will be nort so heaty le....ytd when
iluma with kelvin again to walk around and enjoy the air-con there , we two spotted
there was lan shop at iluma wah that's was great the lan shop damn big and nice it's like
WCG lidat haas...we goin there to play nxt week haas....ytd qutie tired than did'nt post
for ytd so i write it on today....

Word From My Heart: i am still nort yet fully recover yet...nobody
understand mies.....they thought i nth happen but just dunwish to tell out to other ppl...
i dunnoe will i still have a chance to get bakk wad i wanna anot?):

sat , 30 may

2009-05-28T10:32:00.000-07:00

A TIRED DAY.....

Today ,

Wake up at 10am dunnoe why suddenly so early wake up
when i still can slp abt 3hrs more...than wait for my frenx kelvin to
give mies a call see wad time meeting him to go lion dance , abt 12pm+
kelvin call mies to meet him at his hs there than we go to his frenx shop
to meet his another frenx...when we reach there my ah jie intro kelvin frenx
to mies...than we ahead to the lion dance place together...his frenx car dame nice
it's purple colour de chio man i nxt time also wanna to make a limited edition colour for my own car , when we reach the place le we help to do all the things they nidd for today dragon dance competition , than abt 4pm+ we sit lorry ahead to loyang temple
for the dragon dance competiton...it was quite fun there , but i still very lonely for the whole entire day....than came bakk hm at around 1am+ so tired but still fun and today i noe quite alot of new frenx at there.....

Words From My Hearts: does'nt mean i am happy jiu shi alrite le....
actually i am nort happy at all just that nobody understand mies at all...
no matter wad happen i will nort so easily give up de i will still wait for u de
just reali hope u can understand mies....

2009-05-27T11:20:00.000-07:00

NORMAL DAYS....

Today ,

Wake up at 10am in the morning prepare to go work ,
haben totally awake yet reach bugis still feel sleepy
than nth better to do again , bored sit dwn there like blur KING
than after awhile feel like sleeping again than can't contiune sit le
go walk to find someone to chat than suddenly thinking of that , uncle inside
selling bag de go find him chat haas , he told mies that time gt one children make spoil
his CD player than i keep laughing until i stomach pain....came bakk to shop again than , my parents say gt ppl wanna cum my hs repair air-con than , i came bakk hm early to take a look at them than thinking of making my blog nicer abit than ask , my frenx help mies make thks to simin for helping mies to make everything , than came bakk hm abt12pm lidat than think of
changing my blog de background than ask for eugenie for help than she help mies find blogskin and help mies to put songs also also must thks eugenie for helping mies to do my blog...borning days.......again

Word From My Hearts: I noe u hate mies alot but wad i
can do for u is onli just show u how much i am fall in love with u
i can't do anything nw but just let everything goes by nature ba
even we can't be together at least let mies be a person in your heart
hope we can face each another and nort avoid each another

2009-05-26T09:54:00.000-07:00

A DAY WHR EVERYONE HAS TO PAST.....:(

today ,

whole day raining than no much ppl @bugis
so bored nth better to do almost falling a slp at there
than came by my frenx kelvin to acc mies with mies
at there , after that mies and him when to bugis iluma
to find eric and chit chat , than suddenly kelvin say he wanna
to go and play arcade so we went there to play arcade
,we almost spend 30 bucks at the arcade there...
after playing than mies and kelvin when bakk to bugis alrdy
than i told , kelvin i wanna to go bakk my shop , than he say okaes ltr he cum and find mies when he is done than 30 min ltr i call him he told mies he when off alrdy than i have no choice to be alone again today is damn boring @bugis nth better to do de , luckly gt kelvin acc mies thks alot to him......

我的心里的话: my life without her reali feels very different
nobody knows wad happen to mies i just dunwanna to
tell others abt it cus nobody can help mies onli i can help myself
i am nort yet giving up i must perserve to get it...
hope so.........

THE DAYS WHR EVERYTIME HAVE TO PAST....

2009-05-25T09:16:00.000-07:00

today ,

wake up abt 11am to do my things
slack at hm doin this blog till 4pm+ wah liao damn diffcult to do this blog than
ownself try to make this blog a nicer one than in the end slowly make than jiu can le
when dwn to bugis to help my mum for her prayer things...
than after praying than help my workers to do keep
everything prepare for closing shop le time past so fast
will be a very short post.....

Words from my heart: Hope reali everything goes smoothly
and get bakk together....regreting losing her:'(
without her in my life i reali very different
with her in my life i will be more happy
without her in my life reali very diffcult
to cheer up myself cus she is the person who can cheer mies up de
i dunwanna other but just reali wanna her....

tuesday , 26may ,12.41am